| tunes is over and i finally get my life back
it was a joy to be a superhero though
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| it has been over a year... i guess much has changed but yet i have not changed much
which might be a bad thing
struggling to [contently] be where i am
worrying about the future
overloading myself
wanting to quit
but pressing on
trying to understand grace
learning to accept love
never asking for help
allowing one more thing to seperat us
coming to a breaking point
sharing my heart with noone
why can i not seem to break this cycle?
i figure that since it has been a over year since my last post [and it is for that reason i believe no one will read this] it is now safe to write again. i need community. i need him
i need time |
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| california is a wonderful place.
little kiddies are wonderful creations.
my sister is a wonderful person.
i miss all of my wonderful friends.
mountains make a wonderful view.
God is the most wonderful of all.
where have all the graduates gone? i hope you are all doing well.
after this trip i could see myself moving to california for a few years. not anytime soon (i hope) but maybe someday.
i want to go to culinary school between Ouachita and seminary.
so many things have already happened this summer. good and bad but i would gladly take both again.
you are my joy,
you are my joy,
you are my joy,
you are my JOY!
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| off to California for the summer...
i am so excited i can not stand it. i am going to be a nanny for my two nephews! yeah!
is it weird that i enjoy reading edgar allan poe?
just as the Lord sent moses to deliver the Israelites from egypt so shall the Lord send someone to deliver me from smallville!
problem is i don't want to be free.
isn't it amazing sometimes when you can disappear into another place...even if it does not exist?
help, i need somebody, help, not just anybody. help, you know i need someone, heeeeeelp. |
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| a new look needs a new post!
the Lord is doing amazing things in my life right now.
i don't know where to go...but i know i am going.
summer is close and i don't want to waste it.
hopefully i will be leaving the country soon.
send me! send me!
gucci
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